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An Expensive Learning Experience

Thursday, April 15th, 2010 | Author: Vivek

Note: This is a Personal Blah Blah Blah. I jus’ wanted to analyze what went wrong today and get it off my mind.

Today, I am feeling really miserable. I want to hit something very very hard, but don’t want to hurt my hand! I have been giving a series of exams to obtain a certification called APICS CPIM (Certified in Production and Inventory Management). I gave my first exam last year in May. It was pretty easy and didn’t require much preparation, maybe because I had taken a class which taught me all the basics. Then I kept postponing the idea of giving my second exam for quite some time. Finally, decided to give in December 2009. Finished my semester, studied for a day or two and cleared the second exam too. After this, I went back to India for the winter holidays.

After returning from the vacation, I decided I will write the 3rd Exam. Took up a date in February, again studied for a day and wrote the exam. This time around, unlike the last two times, lady luck refused to stand by my side. Failed the exam by a mark. Felt bad. But I didn’t want to give up. Registered for the 4th exam, coz I can’t give the 3rd exam for a month. Postponed it twice, due to Spring Break and stuff. Then, finally gave it today morning. With more preparation than the last 3 exams. Guess, I studied for 3-4 days. Read all the chapters once, attempted the practice questions and all. But it was not enough. Failed the exam, miserably, by 6 marks. It proved me that I had under estimated what was in store. It feels so very miserable to fail. Feels like I am so incapable! Failing once can be accepted, twice is really bad. Maybe I am rushing it. But, it has been a year since I started and I didn’t want to delay it further. I still feel rushing it was not a mistake, but the lack of preparation was. I needed this failure. Learnt very valuable lessons, though costly lessons.

Laziness has done its damage. My concentration capacity has deteriorated very badly. I am getting distracted so easily by anything and everything. I am unable to stop myself from doing more than one thing. My mind flutters everywhere, it wants to do 100 things at the same time. I know, multi-tasking has its own benefits, but for the moment I think it is better if I train my mind to concentrate completely on one particular thing. I am going to avoid being on FB or even GTalk, logged in all the time. I have blocked FB and Orkut, so that I can use my time constructively and get rid of the addiction. Hope this time around I change my bad habits and prevent them from doing more damage. Hope something good happens soon. At this moment, it still feels so miserable.

At the End of a Ride…

Sunday, July 20th, 2008 | Author: Vivek

Why are these Autokarans/Autowallahs always disgruntled over something or the other?!! Right now, am not going to talk about the tampered meters, atrocious fares, bad language, worst sense of driving, or their lame reasons for the same from their point of view! Its all about what happens at the end of a ride in an auto!

The thing is, even if we agree to pay whatever these autowallahs ask for and take a ride in their auto, these guys find some reason or the other to grumble about! I dont know if any of you have noticed that, but many autorickshaw drivers start grumbling or murmuring if we ask them to take a few turns at the end of the ride when we are very near to our destination! If they start murmuring, then its a sign that they’ll haggle over the fare and demand more than what was fixed before! Man, Only Government Buses drop you in the main road and go. Autos/Taxis and everything else have to come in drop you near your place. If someone has agreed to pay you whatever you ask and then you go on and demand more, just beacuse you had to make a few left and right turns, thats really awful. Not that all drivers are like that, but most of them are! There are some good drivers as well, who stay cheerful and smiling. We can even give people like them, some extra money voluntarily, for being cheerful and spreading the happiness! I personally hate hiring Autos to go somewhere. Reason: All these reasons combined. It has been years since i stopped going by Autos. These days, not only Auto Drivers, everyone has become self-centered, money-minded and rude!

The reason am writing this post is the incident that happened yesterday… I go to Office by the Office Cab… My place is at the end of an alley and the cab has to come in and drop me and take a reverse to go back… The Cab driver would not be the same all days… But, for the past few days the same cab driver started coming… I used to be polite to him as always! Yesterday, that Cab Driver when he came to pick me up for Office started slowly talking about not coming into the alley bcoz as per their rules they dont go back in the same road that they entered! Come on man stop kidding! Konjam Nallavana iruntha, udane emaatha try pannuranga! If we are a little nice or polite to these guys, they start taking advantage of us. Being nice to them makes them think that we are meek! I told him sternly, I dont know about what rules you are talking about, i am working here for the past four months and all the drivers who have been here havent said anything about this! After that he became silent!

Its really very irritating when they do something like that (Taking advantage of someone, if they are nice! polite! Not only these Cab/Auto wallahs, people in general). Another time that cab driver talks to me about not coming into the alley, i’ve decided to escalate the issue to the concerned department and make sure he’s removed from the rolls or atleast that he doesnt talk to me about not coming in! ;) Ethana naalaiku thaan nallavana irukurathu!!!

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Tuesday, June 10th, 2008 | Author: Vivek

You might ask, Wats this Release?!!

Here, with reference to this context, it means a Release/an Exit Point for the Escape of frustration thats inside me! In my Blog, im goin’ to create a new category “Release” from today…

Here, I am gonna give vent to my anger/frustration, etc etc on anyone/anything… Like on the Policeman who literally robbed you out of money, shoopkepers who charge more than the MRP, watever… At times, even your close-friends/not-so-close-friends/enemies/classmates/colleagues/anyone may irritate you… You cant express the frustration in you to all of them. Where would it go? Nowhere, it’ll be Inside you, ultimately spoiling your health! So, am releasing it here!!! Through these Posts!

Sometimes it might look like the Ramblings of a Child! Meaningless… Kandukathinga…:D

PS: Check out my Disclaimer!